People fade away

You were my best friend, my sister, who are you? I don’t  see you for 2 months and now you are a total new person. Who knew that you couldn’t trust your own siblings anymore. I was so loyal. What did I ever do to you? I let you have your fun in high school, now its my turn. I miss when we could sit down and talk about anything anytime. Never judged. Now I can’t even talk to you about boys…. Thats what sisters are for. This is my only place to be without having to worry if I will get in troube. Your to focused on other things now and your just so “mature”. You know if you really knew what ran through my mind everyday I think your persepective would change. There are reasons why Im never home… dont you remeber being in highschool 3 years ago? Maybe not because you obviously forgot. I can’t even look at you in the face without wanting to say something. Ive never been so hurt before by someone especially someone so close. I wish you could just put yourself in my shoes and see how my life is.